Out of the mental facility but now everyone thinks I need to go back. I know I should but I just can’t stand disappointing people and making them worry. But I might just go back. I can’t take living.
They are making me go into the hospital for awhile because I keep trying to kill myself. After nine days there I may be transferred to another mental hospital to stay longer
I want to die but I’m tired of trying and failing.
it is so much easier..
I can’t keep trying. I’m done trying. I can’t live anymore. I won’t.
I want to kill myself! I can’t deal with this anymore!!! I can’t live without it but I can’t die and keep it. If death is the way to rid myself of this then that is what I’ll do I’m done. Just remember that I’m unreachable but all of you can get better!! I love you all. Please don’t go another day without asking for help.
Fucking binged! Just an apple tomorrow for this fucking fat ass failure!!